Hopelessness

Hopelessness

Here I am again
embracing the person I don't want to be
I always begin
waiting for a change, but nothing to see

I try hard to fill my mind with positivity
but the world shakes when reality hits me
I try to fill my heart with hope and glee
but why are my efforts still empty?

Like a lunatic, my mood shifts rapidly
some days are great, but mostly aren't
my last piece of hope is submerged in the sea
I'm overwhelmed by troubles and just can't
pretend that I'm okay.

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Fay is a Jill of all trades. She is a licensed professional teacher, content editor, HR Manager, and self-published author. She has published two books on Amazon and is currently working on her goal of printing her books locally. At present, she is an editor at LexisNexis®+UK and handles four practice areas (Family, In-house Advisor, Pensions, and Practice Management). Fay is also an HR Manager at Little Rain Center, where she reports three times a week. On weekends, she continues to teach English online to her private students and also takes on content writing jobs from Upwork sometimes. Some of Fay's favorite things to do are having coffee with her family and friends, reading books, creating beauty content (she is a UGC creator), making resin crafts, and playing her guitar. She has written a few songs back then but is not planning to pursue a music career anytime soon.