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I Wish We Didn’t end, but I Knew We had to

I Wish We Didn’t end, but I Knew We had to

I wish we didn’t end, but I knew we had to. You told me to be there, but I didn’t feel I was needed. I was a ghost, yet my presence made your anxiety worse even if that’s not what I wanted.

I wish we didn’t end, but I knew we had to. I cared so much but couldn’t do anything for you. The distance, the silence, and the secrets were too much to bear. Your decision to face your demons on your own turned me into a worthless jewel.

You kept me in your pocket, waiting to be thrown away at any moment. We stayed as a phrase for a long time, not knowing how the tale would end. It was like writing a paragraph with no conclusion. There were only questions, but no clear answers.   

Believe me, all I wanted was to be the person you would live for. Instead, I became one of the reasons that you desired life to end. I wish we didn’t end, but I knew we had to.

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Fay is a Jill of all trades. She is a licensed professional teacher, content editor, HR Manager, and self-published author. She has published two books on Amazon and is currently working on her goal of printing her books locally. At present, she is an editor at LexisNexis®+UK and handles four practice areas (Family, In-house Advisor, Pensions, and Practice Management). Fay is also an HR Manager at Little Rain Center, where she reports three times a week. On weekends, she continues to teach English online to her private students and also takes on content writing jobs from Upwork sometimes. Some of Fay's favorite things to do are having coffee with her family and friends, reading books, creating beauty content (she is a UGC creator), making resin crafts, and playing her guitar. She has written a few songs back then but is not planning to pursue a music career anytime soon.